Mati Hidup Kembali..

my mood?relieved? tempted? accomplish? satisfied?

qoute on the morning!

accusing without investigating?
human being! act before thinking. its stereotype. my-old-self agree on it also and my-now-self will also being parts of it but not occasionally.

today story!

Once again I am lying here on my bed staring aimlessly up at the ceiling. My ears are focused on the air conditioner hum as they have been so many nights before. The covers are pulled tightly to my throat, cloaking my body as an armor. I wonder to myself why this is all of a sudden my life. Nobody ever told me, or at least I never thought living could be so lonely.

world. world. oh world. wondering how its turn up like this, lying down while staring up on my imaginary list, list on people to blame. its like somehow before you are all it and now it all gone.. haha.. its shameful but to be optimist its also lyk fairy-tail.. one spoof and then its all gone. now im listening to the butterfingger - mati hidup kembali for me this song actually desribing on chances.. chances to changes its quite meaningful.. "malam semalam gundah gulana, hari ini hari mulia, tak pernah daku rasa begini, seperti mati hidup kembali" ... its like whats done is done no matter how gloomy tha situation was there always gonna be tommorow, other days to shine..

"Jalan raya terlampau sunyi
Untuk ku terus bermimpi
Mataku belum mengantuk lagi
Bawa ke mana sahaja kupergi

Tunjukkan ku bulan gerhana
Tiada siapa nak kujumpa
Pendirian tiada kusangka ada
Tak mengapa oh tak mengapa"

for me, the lyrics show thats its always gonna be a cold and lonely road for us to keep dreaming as qoute in "terlampau sunyi" and "terus bermimpi" but we need some catalyst aka someone to keep us awake on the journey.. journey of life... its kinda interesting song, with a mellow melody .. and the best song when we are in the lowest side on the life's circles..

Complication!

one complicated situation, one complicated person, one complicated conversation lead to big misunderstanding ..

make an essay with all the points givens below.

rebel. mistake. anger. evil-smile. takin side. bad mouth. human. sweet. carin'.

im human. rebel is my nature which always leads to mistake. anger is one of the sin that i have in my pure solid body eventhough always hide it with my evil-smile. i do takin side somtime, its not bussiness just personal. actually im one of not the biggest fan on bad mouthing though im might be one of them (somtime), whut can i say, im just a luvly human and also sweet. neway whuts mine is mine, and whuts not sometimes can become one if i bother to carin' it anywhere .. duh~

neway. this is the new start of my life with a steady blog. so hav fun.

no town is more empty than nothingtown